JO

2010-09-14T15:31:00.002+08:00

Hello, my holidays have finally started! :)
so glad that my exams are finally over.
the thing is, i'm so terribly bored right now that i'd rather have school.
maybe i should head down to the library to borrow a few Japanese language books or something.
hais.

on a side note, i've been feling kinda messed up recently.
i don't know what to think or do anymore.
my feelings are all screwed up, and it just makes things even more complicated for me than it already is. :(

2010-08-19T23:34:00.005+08:00

Gosh, it's been such a chaotic week.

So many things seem to be happening, and it's kinda overwhelming.

Not only with work, but with the exams around the corner and well, stuff.

I'm feel betrayed, in a way.

I don't like this feeling at all.

But then again, if what i suspect is true, it all kinda makes sense now.

I swear i'm not gonna talk to you anymore if that really is the case.

Seriously, damn you

Putting that aside, i'm really worried about my exams. :(
Don't know what to study about at all.

It's just so ... messy.

Urgh.

I know exams are beneficial to us, but i absolutely hate the thought of having to commit to learning something just for the sake of proving my "intelligence" and "understanding".

Exams have always seemed to me to be a way for educators to seive out the "smart" ones form the "stupid" ones, and i just find it unfair.

Students who score well academically may not fare well in real-life situations, and vice versa.

This isn't really applicable in Poly, but it is somewhat true still.

Okay, i think i'm just starting to crap myself out of studying again.

Need to concentrate.

Chio Jo Inng, Hwaiting!

2010-08-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

fcuk.
this better not be happening.
i'm not stupid, okay?
damn you.

2010-08-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

sighs. D:
exams are just around the corner, but i've not yet started studying.
too lazy to study after coming back from work. :(

work's kinda fun though. :D
eh heh heh.
lots of love triangles uh.
HAHAHA.
(;
gonna miss alot of people when this job is over. :(
esp KUMAR!
hahaha. "Tall, Dark and Handsome"......BEAR!
AHAHAHA.
sighs. good things never last.
sad sad sad. :((((((

blog's dying alrdy. hais.
too lazy to update.
just randomly typing stuff that comes into my head now.
hahahah.
my eng's de-proving. :(
i miss a maths.
i miss bio. i miss physics.
i miss geog.
sian. D:

tralalalala.

2010-08-12T23:34:00.001+08:00

{ABM BEGINNINGS}
♥

truly unforgettable experience. :)

i hope that by the end of the 3 years, we'll be able to have a performance at the Esplanade or something.

that'd be so cool! :D

Really really reaaaaaally wanna perform though. D:

hopefully, by the end of the 3 years, i can. :)

art is ♥. it's so enjoyable and infectious.

2010-08-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

YAAAAY! IT'S FINALLY OVER.

ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS ARE DOOOONE.

IN YOUR FACES, BLOODY LECTURERS. ;p

YOG BREAK, WORK! ;DDDDDD

I Pod Touch, here i come!♥

2010-07-31T18:03:00.001+08:00

SOCPSY DONE!

1 down, 3 to go.

2010-07-27T19:03:00.004+08:00

sighs.
it's been so long since my last post.
i'm just too lazy to update my blog.
the only things i have to talk about are complains, complains and more complains.
urgh.
can't wait for the hols to come.
i'll be working, but that's like a gazillion times better than having assignments!
hehe, i'm gonna earn at least $800.
YOG, i love you!

THEATRE&DRAMA, INTROTOCREATIVEARTS,WRITTENCOMM,SOCPSY, I HATE YOU!
STUPID KOALA.
STUPID LECTURERS.
mr lim, why did you have to go? D:
STUIPID ASSIGNMENTS.
STUPID STUPID STUPID.
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MUSICPER, I LOVE YOU!
dr sam! :D
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damn. should be doing my essay now.
i have no idea how i should go about doing it.
DDD:

2010-06-24T18:25:00.005+08:00

heheheheh. :D

went out with ShiMing OngOng, Eileen and Ericia for a belated birthday celebration.

Ismail and Ericia came over at ard 11 first cause he wanted to pass something to us.

thanks for the chocos, ismail! :)

left for ericia's house cause she wanted to get something, and ended up getting pranked by my brother and ericia.
made me look like my shoes like an idiot.
damn you. :((
ended up chasing them down 14 flights of stairs in an attempt to get even.
oh, i really need to exercise more. D:
JUST YOU WAIT, CHIO YON GIN!
i'll get even someday. :@

Went to bedok with Ericia to meet Liyi, then rushed down to somerset.
ate at Blue Mountain Cafe. the manager thr seriously has some attitude prob. like *ehhem*.
so glad that i finally quit my job. :D

Birthday Card made by Eileen and Shi Ming. :D

went to icing to eat my cake, cause we couldn't find any other place to do so.
weren't really welcomed thr. ):
ohwells.

The Cake that Eileen and Shi Ming decorated for me.:)
It was soooooooooooo cute!.

shopped around Far East after that. Thankfully, i didn't really buy anything.
i really need to control my spending.
i've been buying so much clothes these past few weeks.

oooooooh yeah, the durian pancakes there are absolutely delicious!
must try! :D

it was just soooooooo good!

shopped around F21 at somerset after dinner.
haha, shi ming got glitter all over her bag, LV, pants, body, and the seat she was sitting on at New Look.

D: The floor and seats were like that too. hahaha.

haha really hope the nxt person who comes along noticed the glitter.
else, her butt would... lol.

Headed home after that. the 4 of us took the circle line to Paya L. before parting. D:
felt kinda disappointed on the walk home with ericia.
hais. nvm, we'll definitely have that sleepover next time! :DD

2010-06-16T11:06:00.004+08:00

ah, i'm so bored at home right now.
i have a heap of school work to rush, but i'm too lazy to do so. D:
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anyways, wanna say thank you to Joyce, Abby and Sarah. :D
thanks for your birthday presents and making it a fun day. :)

My cute Waddles. ♥

although we didn't get to go for the Sakae buffet. D:
oh wells, at least we went after our THEDRA proj!
heheh.
thanks to eveyone else who wished me happy birthday too.
this year was the first time i received so many "happy birthday"s. (:
♥

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p.s. i finally got myself a camera! :D

& my new room is almost done! :)

it's still really messy. :/

2010-06-02T21:31:00.004+08:00

Tittle: Reminisce

Sweden. :)
This' the backyard.
oh, how i miss the barbecues we used to have, and the flowers i planted(attempted).
& the snow angles and snowman we used to make in winter.

2010-06-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

YAYAYAY!
finally went to IKEA to get furniture for my brother and I to put in our new room. :D
we've been planning to go since last month alrdy.
now i can move into my new room. :D

bought a white steel frame bed frame. i really really reeeeally wanted a wooden one, but there wasn't any within our tiny budget. The only one that was new and the stock hadn't arrived yet. DDDDD:
oh well.
I guess the bedbugs won't be able to escape from my mother now.
they've not been active for a few months now. hopefully, they're gone for good.
i hear that bedbugs can go for many many months without food. :/
BE SQUASHED AND BLEED TO DEATH, YOU BLOODY BLOODSUCKERS!. :@

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Love meatballs. :))
i soooooooo miss Sweden.
remember i used to go to IKEA every week when i lived there.
ohoh, and there was a Toys 'R' Us underneath Ikea.
i wld pester my father to buy a barbie doll for me every few weeks.
hehhhh. :D

ooooooh. and i saw the fish cause in a tube thingy!
or more accurately, " Cream Cheese With Smoked Salmon Roe", and "Smoked Salmon Roe".
shall buy it the next time i go there. i really miss the taste.
:D

went to Tampines after that. had to go to urbanwrite to get paper and stuff.
my mother bought a OTTO headphone as a B'Day present for me.
THANKYOU! :)
i'm super happy now. and i got to save money. ahaha.
i need to workkkk. argh.

went home like a Kindergarten Kid who just ate Macs.
that is, till i realised i had totally forgotten about my LOGBOOK! ):
SHIIIIIIT! i was supposed to use the time today to do my logbook, but...
gah. D:

2010-05-24T20:18:00.005+08:00

oh gosh.
i just remembered that i heard somewhere before that people tend to imitate what they hate the most.
i don't wanna be another koala bear.
HELP! D:

2010-05-21T21:29:00.004+08:00

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURGH. D:
CAN'T STAND HER ANYMORE.
i feel so guilty for treating her this way, but i just get over her weird behaviour.
& i don't mind being a friend, but i just wished she'd stop acting like a koala bear.
i mean, DO I LOOK LIKE A FREAKIN' TREE?!
oh, gosh.

anyways. putting that irritating matter aside.
went to the arts house with the ABM-ers today(:
turned out to be fun-er that expected.
hmm, i wonder which seat was the haunted one.
just hope it wasn't mine. i'll freak out. :((( reeeeeeal bad.
-shivers-

went to see the lunchtime SSO concert with Abby and Joyce after that. :)
it's too bad Sarah, Nat and Mandy didn't come. ):
it's the first time i saw a live orchestra, so it was rather overwhelming at first.
then i got kinda bored, and almost fell asleep.
oooops.
i get tired really easily these few days. D:
and oh, i really really like the deep tone/sound of the cello. :D
very nice. :DDDD

heheee. went shopping aftr that at suntec.
i really regret not buying that dress and that whatever-you-call-it-one-piece thingy now.
maybe i shld run down tmr to buy it before it gets snapped away by someone else.
i'll cry if it does.
i coooould go with my mum(:
i'm getting broke anyway. haha.

thinking of going for piano lessons and paying for it, but that'd mean i have to continue working at Swensens.
but i don't know if i can take it or not. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
thr's still books and stuff i have to buy if i decide to take lessons.
oh well, at least i have an e piano now. :)
i shall consider piano lessons later, i guess.
maybe during the June hols.

need to start on my logbook.
like noooooooooooow.
gah. DDD:

2010-05-12T20:21:00.003+08:00

someone, teach me.
how am i supposed to overcome this?

sometimes, i don't know if i keep hanging on to this because i really want it, or just because i'm stubborn and refuse to give in.

2010-05-11T22:52:00.004+08:00

fcuuuuuk.
waited almost an hour for bus no. onefivefour.
Iris said 28mins, then it became 44mins, then it became 30 mins. grr. DD:
gave up and took the MRT instead.
think it's only been the 2nd or 3rd time i took the MRT home from sch.
i hate MRTs. ):
hate bus no. onefivefour too. takes so long to reach, and even longer to travel.
i'm alrdy in hibernation mood by the time i rch sch after the 1hr journey.
i really need new songs to listen to, else i'll defiantly fall asleep and miss the bus stop one day. :/

ohgosh, i've not received any sms from the klavierensemble.
i think i really didn't get in.
disappointed. the one CCA i've been aiming for since Sec3, and i didn't get in.

2010-05-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

1st day of e-learning and i feel like committing suicide alrdy.
grrr. D:
and i even thought i could rest.
tsktsk. silly me.
Poly's so diff from Sec sch.

oh, i hope i get that sms from the Klavierensemble.
eileen got hers alrdy.. :/

waiting for my blogshop clothes to arrive. i'm gonna run out of clothes soon. ):
hopefully, they'll all fit perfectly. :D
and when that arrives, thinking of buying a camera. (:

2010-05-09T21:01:00.006+08:00

sometimes, it feels like no matter what i do,
i always get disappointed.

2010-05-08T11:52:00.003+08:00

phew, finally a week of rest.
{ :D e-learning!}
finally, i can catch up on my own things.
notes, mangas, animes, and more animes. :)

and and aaaaaaand, i finally got myself a electric piano! ;DD
the sound's a little mellow, but other than that, it's fine.
much better than my keyboard, at least.
now all i want is to hear good news from the Klavierensemble.
really hope i passed their interview. ):

and, oh.
the JTC's cosplay section's quite fun too.
they seem really serious about cosplaying.
i'm looking foward to learning more.
i wanna make my own cosplay as soon as i can. (:
hehheh.

2010-04-14T20:50:00.003+08:00

Okay.
shall finally post about NPSU camp. (woots!)

1ST DAY!
was super nervous. woke up early to do some last min packing and rushed out of the hse to meet ericia.
met Eileen and rushed dwn to Ngee Ann.
got seperated frm Ericia&Eileen. ))):
sad la. i felt so lost then.
got into ARES.
luckily, the ppl in my sub-group are reeeally friendly. ;D
ALITES ROCK, woot!
played loads of ice breaker games.
only managed to remember a few names, though.
STM la.
and, oh! i finally learnt how to play wacko.
lol.

went to the 2nd lvl of the Convention Centre that aftr that.
got blindfolded and led around to talk to othr freshies.
it was so freakin akward luh! >_>
anyways, was talking to my 3rd partner , Jason,when they instructed us to take our blindfolds off.
heard, " okay, this will be your partner for the mass dance."
i didn't get what they were saying at first cause the first thought that came into my mind was that we'd be doing something semo semo dance like.
heh. ._.

was super akward with my partner after we took our blindfolds off. it feels totally diff. kinda scary actually.
the dance was super cool, btw.
better than any othr mass dance i've seen.
bloody diff to do, too.
{well, at least when compared to semo semo. :/}

okays. went to the Sports Hall aftr that to put down our things. told that we wld be sleeping thr.
went on to bathe aftr that.
had dinner, played some more games.
the GLs kept asking us to keep our volumes down and to respect the night.
suspected then that thr wld be a night walk or something. >_>

went to some room to watch a movie aftr tht.
Percy Jackson.
i thought they wld play Paranormal Activity since i saw it in the playlist.
but the camp's theme was Olympus. so yeah.
wnet for night walk aftr that. (:
went in grps of 4 - 2 girls,2 guys.
it was pretty freaky at first cause we kept expecting someone to jump up and scare us.
luckily, thr wasn't. it was alrdy scary enough. i have a weak heat luh. DDD;
the whole activity ended at ard 2a.m. , i think.
had donuts for supper, then went to sleep.
zzz. the flr was so effing hard.

DAY 2!
gah. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD;
woke up with body aches all over.
Reported in our wear-and-throw clothes.
learnt more of the mass dance aftr breakfast.
it's really, really, reealllly tiring.

anyway, aftr tht was more games.
had to travel ard school to diff stations to try and get as many marbles as possible.
played the 1st dirty game.
we had to 'dress up' as hamburgers.
they literally poured and slathered flour, chilli and butter on us.
i was still rather clean aftr the game till keane came along and cleaned his hand on my hair. D:
played some random water games aftr that.
then came the worm station. :/
had to dip our hand into a bucket of sand&worms to find the marbles.
eew. :#
headed to the toilets aftr the games to {suppose to}shower.
didn't even get a chance to enter the cubicle. dang.
i only managed to wash my hair in the sink.
dinner aftr that.
the DHs got kidnapped aftr that.):
had to go all over school to station to obtain gold marbles to get our beloved DH back.
and oh, yeah. our DH was labelled as the "fat & juicy one."
haha.
okay, got our DH back aftr some time.
YAY! :D
supper, sleep.

blah blah blah.
shall continue in my nxt post. >_>
i'm too lazy to write anymore.

Day 3!
wet games!
first was a rock, paper, siccors game. loser got slapshed at.
i must say, though, most of us were glad to loose.
it was so freaking hot. and the floor was litereally toasting our feet. :/
next : POOL GAMES! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ahaha. the best ever.
first game, we had to dive to the bottom of the pool and find as many correct marbles as we could find within the time slot.
i've not swam for so long so i really really reeeeeeally enjoyed that game. (:
next. uuh. don't really know how to explain.
had to transport members of the team from one side of the pool to the other via a inflatable boat thingy.
was the 2nd pair to go. started raining after the 3rd pair came over.
sad. DD:
oh well, at least i got over!. haha. tsk myself.
played some mummy water bomb game after the rain stopped.
after that was bathing time.
all the girls in ALITE chiong-ed towards the toilet.
first into the toilet!
yay! ;D
after that, CAMPFIRE NIGHT!
haha. love the skits put up by our GLs.
so horney. tsktsk.
after that was the power cheer.
{hais, really miss NPSU now ): }
anyways. underage clubbing after that.
got sick of it after awhile and came out with ericia and eileen.
it took my an hour to find the both of them in that place.
cld hardly see. clubbing's clearly not for me uh. >_>
oh, and there was no lights out that night!
some of the ALITE members stayed on the running track at the sports stadium.
played some games, told ghost stories.
i fell asleep halfway at ard 3 or 4, played double dare.
Nicholas' was the best. he pulled down Jivan's (sp?) pants in front of everybody.
hahahhaha!
woke up at 6 with scribblings on my legs.
lol. turns out when they said "no lights out", what they meant was "NO SLEEPING!"
other's got it worse than i did. flour, toothpaste, tape, and drawings on the face.
hoho.
heard there was a shooting star.
missed it though. DDDDDDDDDDD:
oh well.
washed up, breakfast.
Mass Dance for the last time! )))))))))))):
too bad it turned into a competition at the end.
sad.
after that was our last lunch together, then closing ceremony.
showed us a ton of videos, made everyone cry in the end. ):

tons&tons of photos&videos in facebook.
thankyou all GLs and DHs, for making this camp so epic and impactful. (:
this is something i will never forget.

2010-04-10T23:51:00.005+08:00

YAY YAY YAY!

finally saw went out with Shi ming.

it's been so long. ):

met at ard 12, went shopping abit before heading to the VivoMart to buy some food for the picnic.

tram-ed to sentosa.

or whatever the thing is called. i shld seriously start taking more note of things around me ._.

PICNIC! ;D

{now tht i look at it, we didn't eat much at all}

ate halfway, then it rained. ),:

soooo, went under the shelter to eat instead.

went abit crazy thr. :@

heh heh.

thr were some ppl from Republic Poly FOC. think it was some mass gathering.

got abit high and started doing the mass dance with Eileen and Ericia.

heh. ;D

we tried teaching Shi Ming our mass dance and vice versa.

kinda retarded la, since it was only the 4 of us. :/

but still, it was fun fun fun. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i've got a serious case of post FOC syndrome.

can't wait for the HMS camp next week. :)

gotta find a red shirt first though. i'm supposed to report in red. >_>

anyways. the rain was on and off. [sorry la, i know my sentence construction has some prob.]

so, camwhored while it rained.

{;D}

bathed before heading back to Vivo for dinner at ard 6.

you'll never guess hw much i sweated just frm doing the mass dance and picking sea shells.

eeeew.>_>

felt so much more refreshed after bathing.

{SHI MING!}

ate at Secret Recipe.

i don't mean to sound like a miser, or a pig {>_<}, but the portions were reeeeeally small.

i was still kinda hungry aftr dinner.

went to Daiso aftr that.

i shld really stop going to Daiso.

i can never resist the temptation to buy things i don't really need.

the things thr are just toooooo cute. and cheap.

bought a cute little black board w/ stand and chalks on a whim.

i wanna go back and buy that tamagoyaki pan.

it's gonna be so convenient.
shld i? O_O

i wanna buy loads of decorating thingys too, since i'm gonna get a new room.

i need money. )))))))):

gahhhh. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD;

2010-04-01T18:40:00.005+08:00

ALITE OUTING

camp + work = exhaustion .
had to drag myself out of bed at 8a.m.
i know, i know, that's not very early bit i usually need to sleep 10 hrs before i'm fully awake.
..which is seldom. >_>
rushed out of the house at 8.40 and trained to eunos to meet Jasmine, Vanessa, Hui Zhen and Vincent.
met Keane on the way to ECP and had breakfast at Mac thr.

went bowling aftr that since the arcade was not open yet.
i swear, my bowling skills improved. :D
i used to miss every single time. at least i got a spare(or howevr it's spelt) ytd!
;DD

the group got super high and started dancing to korean songs.
dang, i think i'm starting to be addicted to korean songs as well.
thanks, ericia. :/ {you and your super junior!}
attempted the dance-whatever-it's-called-thingy.
my rhythm's totally off. either that, or the machine hates me. T_T

went for lunch at mac.
i'm getting sick of mac. ._.

went cycling aftr that.
it was so embarrassing.
gahhhhhh. DDDDD:
it's been so long since i last cycled so i was very very veeery out of touch. :(

anyways. went to Plaza Sing for dinner aftr that.
ended up eating fast-food again.
i swear, i'll puke if i have to eat fast food again on the nxt outing. :x
went to OC aftr that to take pics.
went hme aftr that.

gah, i'm getting too lazy to blog.
shall end here.
byeeeee!

2010-03-27T19:01:00.004+08:00

just came back from my 4D3N Ngee Ann Freshmen Orientation Camp not long ago.
i'm missing it already. ):
it was so so so so sooooooooo much fun.
i've nvr gotton this high just by cheering. :D
it's so exhilarating.

just wish i had put in a bit more effort in trying to talk to ppl.
my brain and mouth nvr cooperates.
gahh. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
i think one thing, but it sounds totally wrong when i try saying it.
so sorry. >_>
it's not that i'm anti-social.
it's just that the neurons connecting my mouth and brain have gone haywire{or something}! D:

anyways.
i love you, GLs! :D
and the rest of Alite. :DD
thanks for making this camp a hundred times fun-er than i thought it would be when i got seperated from eileen and ericia.

we are A-R-R-R-R! E-S-S-S-S! A-R-R-R-R! E-S-S-S-S! A-A-A-A-ARES!

woot! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-22T19:38:00.002+08:00

WEEE!~
i feel so high.
i'm starting to enjoy working at Swensen's.
the people there are really nice. :D

2010-03-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

i think my english's de-proving.
it seems so.
gahh. DDD:

maybe i should do some comprehensions or something.

p.s/ i really really really want that LG Lollipop. should i get it?
it's so freaking cute! and my current phone's dying.
but my contract's not over yet.
that'll be $168. D:
should i? ?_?

2010-03-17T22:04:00.003+08:00

People with the Aries horoscope can be really indecisive.
esp ERICIA.

we spent 2 whole hours deciding on what language ericia should learn.
Korean, or Japanese.

decided to go to the coffee shop first cause we didn't want to keep standing in front of the P.O. box thingy under the hot sun like idiots.
made lists, tossed coins, did scissors paper stone.
and when we went back to the P.O box thingy, ericia actually tried counting the no. of 'K's and 'J's she could find to decide which language to choose.
lol! xD

and just when she finally decided to choose Korean, i had to intervene.
heh.
so.
ericia's learning Japanese with me:D
and im gonna learn Korean with her next time.

2010-03-15T22:39:00.005+08:00

just watched NODAME CANTABILE!
it's so freaking awesome.

nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.
nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.
nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.
nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame.nodame!

2010-03-12T21:00:00.004+08:00

SOTONGS!

i've realised that there are many many many people more sotong than me. :DD
YAY!
lol. O_O

hais. they so much trouble.
nvr bring this, forget to do that.

there was this day when there were too many ppl and the doctor's que was very long.
so my mother was telling this group of students:
" the doctor's going on his lunch break from 1 to 2. why don't you go for a long lunch after your x-ray and tests and come back later to see the doctor?"
the guys said okay, and left.
that was at 12.
-
at 4.30:
they came back.
from their long lunch.
O_O?!

my mother couldn't stop laughing after that. >_>

tsktsk.

2010-03-10T20:05:00.004+08:00

lol.
saw another unexpected patient just now.
it's surprising how many people you meet.
i almost got a heart attack a few times. O_O

p.s./
i found someone with the same surname as me while posting the medical reports to Nanyang Poly! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ha! XD
i got so excited i ran out of the room just to show my mum.
lol. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-09T22:28:00.003+08:00

heh heh.(:
i'll be working at SATA for another week. :D
more money. $_$

but that also means i have to continue to put up with the stoopid acting manager. >_>
she's so irritating. and brainless. O_O
she keeps pushing people around.
i mean, how can you ask a part timer to do a nurse's job?
i'd run away if i were the patient. :/
and asking me to do the registration during the peak hour is just nuts.
i'm more of a hindrance than a help since the only registration i know is the poly students'.
and she tries to boss people into working even when it's their lunch break.
my colleague got so fed up she went on a 'strike'. ._.
lol.
and she pick's on my mother. T_T

she's like a tornado.
she comes and goes like the wind and makes a big mess of everything in sight.
to hell with her management.

anyways, saw some unexpected patients today. lol.

2010-03-04T20:28:00.003+08:00

YAY!
1 MORE WEEK TILL NODAME! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
my brother said he saw the ad at the cinema in Suntec.
hahaha!
i can't wait.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-03-04T20:16:00.003+08:00

been working at SATA for almost 2 weeks now.
this sat's my last day.
for $8/hr, it's a reeeaally easy job. ;DD
and since there's been a drop in the no. of poly students coming to SATA to do their check ups, the job's so lax that i feel like sleeping at times. ._.
hahaha.

but it's still fun.
like what my mum says, it's waaay better than facebook.
i've met so many people alrdy. ;D
people change sooo much. O_O
and i like working with my mum.
she does the registering, i handle the reports and stuff in the MRO.

2010-01-28T20:01:00.002+08:00

hais. second day working at Swensons.
i'm still not used to working as a waitress. O_O
just can't get myself to pick up my courage and say " Hi, welcome to Swensons!"
GAHHHHH. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
stupid 'Social Anxiety'. stupid shy attidude. T_T
pfft. >_>

i soooo prefer working for my neighbour's neighbour. just have to paint pineapple tarts and i get $30 per day.
i've already earned $120 in 4 days. :D
and i can catch up with my neighbour on the good old days. we've not talked much since we came back from Sweden because my father doesn't like them and don't want us going down to their unit so often. blah. :< .

hais. putting that aside.

i didn't know that Parkway was so popular.
I met Miss Lee/Mdm Tan, Mahathir[ he slimed down! O_O] & Jing Yang's working at Giant, Nadiah's working at Cold Storage, and two of my pri. school friends are working at Isetan.
maybe i should go visit them.
one of them came down to eat at Swensons just now. (:

Anyways, just hope i get accustomed to the job real soon.

2010-01-27T19:41:00.002+08:00

ARTS BUSINESS MANAGEMENT! :DDDDD [Ngee Ann - School of Humanities]
WHEEEE!~

i'm kinda having mixed emotions now. >_>
i don't know whether to be happy cause i got into my first choice,
to be apprehensive cause i know nothing about business and because i still have a phobia of people,
or to be sad cause Ericia didn't manage to get into.
hais, at least we ended up in the same campus. (:
and we can go to the same CCA.

heh, i've already decided which CCA to join.
the Klavierensemble(♪) and the Japanese Tsubasa Club. ♥

Anyways. overall, i'm anticipating the start of poly life. :)

2010-01-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

WHOOPPIEEEEE!~
12 points! (:
i was really surprised. i didn't expect myself to do this well.(:
now i just hope that i can get in to the course i want - Arts Business Management at Ngee Ann.

2010-01-10T21:00:00.004+08:00

MUKYAAAAA!

Nodame Cantabile's movie Nodame Cantabile : The Final Score Part 1 will finally be coming to Singapore on the 11 March! ♪

i can't wait. (:
Ueno Juri & Tamaki Hiroshi's so cute together! {♥}

i just hope the movie will be as good as the Jdrama was.
i really, really, really cannot wait! :\

2009-12-16T22:35:00.007+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

've not been posting cause its been so freakin' boring.
i just stare at the computor screen and go 'guhh...' and 'gahh...' and 'muKYAA! ahahaha ♥'
while reading my manga and watching animes.
not that it's a bad thing though.
while other girls are fangirling about some random hot guy they see on TV, like *ehhem*ericia*ehhem* , i fantasize about imaginary characters made up by the most brilliant people on earth - MANGAKAS! ♥
i mean, hey. there's nothing wrong with going gaga over those flawlessly drawn cuties , right?
{ Allen! Tamaki! Lag! Gil! }
or maybe that's because i'm a self-proclaimed otaku. O_O

anyways, i'm desperately trying to search for Mizuki Nana's Ultimate Diamond. ):
i just love her ETSURAKU CAMELLIA. it's the perfect combination of Enka{ old japanese music or somthing like that? it reminds me of those hokien show's theme songs. >_>} and J-POP, or at least in my opinion it is.

her voice is enough to put any song she sings on my top list. :D
{p.s. she voices really soft-spoken anime characters like hinata from naruto, but her singing voice will definately blow you away.}
i can't find her album anywhere. T_T
Nana- sama is one of the highest-charting artists in Japan but i can't find a single copy here.
Japanese music stores should have it, but it's gonna cost a bomb if i buy it there.
they overcharge. a lot. DDDD:
those that i saw have at least a 20 dollar difference in price compared to other stores. ):
水樹奈々, ばんざい!
hope i said it properly, i'm still self-studying the language. :/ very very slowly.

since i'm not working, i've been planning to do one whole list of things but failed miserably at doing so.
1.) Make a Allen Walker Chibi Plushie { KYAAH!~ ♥_♥}
2.) Improve my Japanese.
3.) Improve my horrendous piano skills.
4.) Learn how to draw anime characters without them looking like squashed beanpoles.
5.) improve my baking and cooking skills.
6.) tidy the house.
7.) REMEMBER to buy x'mas presents.

..and so far, i've only managed to barely achieve 4&5.

[1], i can't even find the materials i need.
[2] my brother lent my japanese notes to his friend. >_> .
[3] i can't get motivated enough. no sustain, crescendos, bla bla bla. stoopid keyboard. T_T
[6] gahhhhh DDDD: . it's no use. me and my brother are just very messy people.
[7] i FORGOT! DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: . i only realised on monday that x'mas is next fri. and i've spent most of whatever money i have on baking ingredients. : .

money money money. argh. i don't have any. can't find a job. dang dang dang daaang. ~

2009-11-07T09:30:00.006+08:00

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
its finally over! [okay, it was over yesterday, but whatever.]
now i'm free, free, FREE!
muhaha.

all this excitement is driving me abit cuckoo. :S
i feel like a 3 year kid about to go to disneyland. :/
whee!~

ahh~h. i was looking foward to going to the anime festival this year with ericia but since she'll be in america, i guess i'm not going. :(
there goes my opportunity to listen to May'n live again.
she was superb last year! ah, i love her voice. ~
aand the seiyuus of k-on are going to be there! and this year's cosplay competition was supposed to be better than last year.
cosplaying is just really really cool! that is, of course if you are any good at it. :/
but ah~h i want to go. :((((((
i'm sorry, i'm just having one of my otaku moments. :/
and i refuse to go with my brother and his friends. that's so akward. :

heh, nvm. i'll just make up for it my wathcing loads of anime and reading tons of manga!!. :DDDbye, i'm off to watch reborn now. or..maybe i should watch ghost hunt or fairytail or ....

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ah, by the way.
Paranormal Activity is freaking nice!
it freaky. >_>
just saw it with Shi Ming and Eileen yesterday after our bio paper.
apparently, 3 o'clock is the time when black magic, witches and stuff like that is the strongest.
and lucky me. i woke up at exactly 3 in the morning cause i heard someone screaming and swearing at the street next to my house.
{hieeeeeeeeek!!!! DD:}
i was so freaked out that i couldn't sleep again till 4. :\
but anyway, it's a really nice movie. :D

2009-11-07T09:27:00.001+08:00

:DDD
TWO PAPERS LEFT!
& after that we'll be free, free, FREE!~

2009-09-27T16:51:00.002+08:00

urghhh.
i swear i will clean my stuff at least once a month from now on.
i swear.

i saw a lizard's skeleton on one of my keychains. eww. :/

2009-09-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

ahh:/

i've not been studying at all this past week.

it's been animes/mangas, teevee, baking, shopping, keyboard.

here are some of the cute men ericia and i made last friday. :D

um. the one with the broken face is supposed to be me.

god, ericia kept saying that i ruined the picture. DD:

superman&grandma(:

O_O

went shopping with ericia just now(:

byeeee. hope i don't die of boredom.

2009-08-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

uff. >0<
i'm still red and itching all over.

and oh ya, i cut my hair.
its freakin short now. O_O
the first thing my brother did when he saw me was run away. DD:
i think that's a bad sign?.
just hope that i'll stop losing my hair now that i've cut it.
i think i've been droppin too much hair cause i keep on tying and re-tying it.
i just hope my hair's health improves. >_>
dadada. :/

2009-08-28T21:17:00.003+08:00

gahh DD:
i'm feeling itchy all over.
i went for a pinic with Shi Ming and Eileen at the Marina Barrage just now.
i didn't realise how sunburnt i was till i got home.
my face is as red as a tomato now. DDDDD:

i only realised yesterday how 'capable' i am in the kitchen.
haha.
anyway, we had prepared waffles, sushi, sandwiches and pizza.

the picnic itself was rather peculiar.
we kept staring at a group who kept staring at us cause we were taking photos and so were they.
or something like that. O_O

went vivo to shop after that.
hehe. i'm starting to like heels. (:

bused home with Eileen at 7.

2009-08-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

ONG SHI MING,
HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY! :DD

thr's something wrong with blogger so i shall post my spastic pictures of you later.
kekeke :DD

2009-08-21T20:05:00.000+08:00

got back my chinese 'O' lvl results.
hehe. i can't believe i got a B3. :D
i was expeting my usual C5 or C6.
i'm going to forget all my chinese now ~

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had our SS prlim today.
gahh. DDD:
it was horribleterriblehorribleterriblehorrible.
i actually forgot to study the first page of the powerpoint slides Mr Azahar gave us.
god, i didn't even notice there was something thr. :\

maths was okay. alot of stupid careless mistakes as usual. hais.
there goes my prelim marks.
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went to the dentist today. changed my band colour.
my teeth looks kinda luminous now. O_O D:
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dadadadada.
cant concentrate on anything.
having weird dreams.
going senile.
diediedie.
i think i'm going crazy. or maybe i have split personalities.
:S

how i wish my fairygod mother would swing her wand and make everything dissapear.

2009-08-05T18:58:00.001+08:00

argh.
i've been so unlucky this month.

i swear i'm never going to take bus 18 again.
shi ming's right, it's an unlucky bus.
i lost my wallet on it last sat.
one min it was there, the next min it had vanished.
urgh. now i have to replace all my cards. D:

& just yesterday morning, i almost lost my specs. again. :\

2009-07-22T18:58:00.003+08:00

i wanted to see the total eclipse! :(
but all i managed to see were really fast moving clouds.
it looked like they were in fast foward mood or something.
am reading about solar eclipses now.
it's really intresting! (:

2009-07-09T18:13:00.002+08:00

argh.
how i wish someone would invent 'mouth plasters'.
my ulcers are killing me! x_x

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3 more weeks to prelim.
diediedie. i'm sooo dead. :

2009-07-01T20:54:00.003+08:00

gahh.
i swear the new japanese store at school is giving me bad luck. :
stupid things are always happening when i patronize them. DD:

Second day of school, during lunch.
me: "auntie, i want takoyaki"
auntie(in chinese) : " okay, but must wait for 4 mins hor."
after 3 mins..
auntie" girl ah, chicken chop can?"
me, being the gundu as usual nodded and thought " huh? oh. cut the chicken then put inside the tako ah? okay loh." O_O
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autnie gives me a bowl of chichen chop rice.
(!!!!!)
-stares at auntie-
-auntie stares back-
-stare-
......

ericia says to liyi " i knew she would think it was something like that."
gahh. D:

today.
i took me 4 tries before the auntie heard me.
i said i wanted takoyaki.
and then..
a bowl of teriyaki rice.
gahhhhhhhhhhhh. she misheard. again! DD:
me " um, auntie i want takoyaki." >_<
aunties " huh?"
me:" i want the BALL one." O_O
-stare-
aunties " OH! :O"
and can you believe that i almost brought the plate home?
eileen and shi ming said it was disposale. i thought it looked reusable so...
ahh. luckily i returned it in the end.
gahh. i can't believe i'm that blur!
gah. that was so embarrassing. :/

i wonder what will happen next. :

2009-06-16T11:23:00.003+08:00

:/
the chio family has been rather unlucky these few days.

first, my mother spilled hot miso soup on her hand.
and both my bro and my neighbour have failed as st john members. :\
they said, " nvm la. will go away one la."
my mum, " AH! very pain, very pain!"
they say again , " nvm lam, no blisters, will go away one la."
mum grabs my arm. "AHHH! very very pian!!"
they say Again ," aiya, nvm la. it's only a first degree burn."
and now my mother has a permenant scar there. D:
haiyo. O_O

i swear i hate amaths now.
all the cos, sin, tan, proving and all the crap is going to drive me crazy. :0
just the other day i was doing my a maths hmwk..
i spent one whole day just on doing the first paper.
it's either i stared at the question for 10 mins to no avail , or i just started daydreaming. >_<
i got so bloody pissed off la.
and i was reeeeal tired.
and hungry. { i can't help it! i need food else i won't have energy to concentrate, esp when i'm stressed!}
so, i put the curry puff in the oven.
and then...
"ehh, why got orange colour glow one?
so pretty...it looks like a lamp. is that a spark or something? wahh..."
and then:
"ahh! omg, omg. it's fire!"
argh. i'm so dumb.
i was so sleepy that i didn't realise that i placed the curry puff in the oven while it was inside that paper bag thingy.
gahh. i'm hopeless. :/
it smelled like incense paper when i took it out.
the whole paper bag had almost burnt away by the time i threw it into the sink.
oops? at least the oven didn't explode or somthing. +_+
i'd be reeal dead if that happened.

alot of unlucky things have been happening la.
my brother keeps banging his toe. the table, the computer table, the coffee table, the bed stand, the doors, etc.
tsk, i wonder how's his toenails are still intact. O_O

2009-06-09T16:02:00.008+08:00

(:
brought the pizzas i made ytd to school today.
shi ming and eileen said they were okay.
i think i'm gonna try making them again. heh. :)

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anyways, during the second break ( i think), shi ming went a little crazy again. 0_0
eileen took a retarded photo of her. ( we thought it was cute!)
and when eileen tried to send the photo to me, sm snatched my phone.
and she put my phone inside her shirt!!
gahhhhh. D:
and then i spent the nxt few mins trying to get my hand into her shirt to take out the phone.
it sounds so wrong. :/ o_o
if other's didn't know better, they wld ve thought that i was some sort of serial-student-female- rapist. :/
anyway, somehow we ended up outside the classroom.
and alot of ppl were looking at us. {sec 5s, i think?}
damn paiseh la. >_<
haha.
first thought: walao, what are they doing? scream untill so loud.
second thought: is she trying to grap the other's one boobs?
third thoungt: omg, les! better stay away frm them... +_+

anyway, i did get back my hp in the end but my bluetooth connection went sok and i couldn't get the pic. :(
ahh. all that effort was wasted.
aand shi ming spoilt my piano keychain. DDDDDD:
grr. i wan revenge!.

ong shi ming, i'm gonna dig out all the retarded and sparstic photos i have of you!
hehehe. :DDDD

- picture deleted as well :( -

-picture deleted-

crap. :/
i don't know whr i stored the pics.
gahhhh! :{

2009-06-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

hais.
there goes my 16'th b'day.
kinda disappointed. ):
didn't get a birthday cake.
wasn't enough time to go buy one after dinner.
nvm, i was already stuffed anyway.
just hope that i'll get a suuuper huge 18th b'day cake then. :DD

didn't get to shop much as my brother was complaining and wanted to go home. as usual.
i don't see why guys can't see the joy in shopping.
tsk tsk.

anyway, a very sotong guy named ismail called me at night and the first thing he said was "SORRY, SORRY, I'M SO SORRY!"
(huh?)
then he went on babbling about how he was sorry that he forgot that it was my b'day...and then he started apologising again..
(after me telling him that it was still my b'day...and after some more confusion...)
turns out that his handphone's calender alarm thingy was spoilt and it reminded him on the day of instead of two days before and that the friendster reminder said that my b'day was on the 5'th june... and then he thought that it was already 6th june and that he had already missed my b'day....
god, i'm confused. 0_0
haha.
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so the next day...
met ismail and went to collect some things.
then went back to my house before meeting up with ericia for lunch after her tuition.
then went to KFC with them and my brother to eat.
after ericia left, went back to my house.

ismail was supposed to have tuition at 1 but he ended up staying at my house
to watch step up 2. :/
he was just oogling at all the girls and he kept making strange faces.
tsk tsk tsk, ismail.
you kept smiling to himself like some kinda perv.
stare at your own man boobs la.
if not big enough, i can buy one C cup for your 16'th b'day la. :D

2009-06-04T21:21:00.002+08:00

random post:

the new Heineken commercial is hilarious!
especially the guy in the light blue shirt.
love his expression. :D
i would love to imagine some guys i know react like that.

hehehe...

2009-06-04T20:32:00.006+08:00

THANKS!(:
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went out just now to celebrate my b'day.
we have lessons tmr so we had no choice but to go out today.
anyway, after school, me and eileen went to bedok library to change, then went to parkway first while ericia followed shi ming back to her house to 'take her shoes.'

reached parkway ard 2+?
walked ard to until 3 +, 4?
i was veerryy hungry by then. yes. i know, i'm a pig. haha
i was wondering why ericia and shi ming were taking so long.

i honestly thought that ericia was playing with shi ming's nephew and was therefore late..
hais.
im a reeeaaal big dummy.
i din't get suspicious at all.
it was only after they suddenly popped out of nowhere while me and eileen were at subway that i realised they had acctually gone to buy my b'day present.
(:
no wonder they took so long.
i was wondering why they needed 2 hrs just to take some shoes.
tsk tsk.
i really must be a huge dummy. >_<

anyway, here are my presents:

Jees says- ericia, shi ming, eileen, thank you & iheartuthiswholemuch(:

anyway, after eating, went window shopping.
we went to esprit.. and this is wad perv no 1. and perv no 2. did to my sheep:

):
animal sexual harassment/ abuse ?!
btw, the bra was huge. heh. sheep boobs!
credit goes to shi ming and eileen.
bouncy bouncy smack smack!~ ( as quoted frm shi ming)
yes, shi ming's a reeeaal horny little girl.
don't ever be fooled by her cute and innocent looking face!
she might just sneak up on you and...

*eh eh hem*
so anyway..shopped ard a while more till bout 5+
shi ming and eileen had to go home.
me and ericia stayed ard a while longer.

3 mre hrs to being sweet 16. :)
ahaha. then i can...

2009-06-01T16:49:00.002+08:00

:/
chinese 'O' lvl is finally over.
it was okay lah..

for paper 1..
the qn asked us to write about an incident where we were moved by someone else and to state the impact it had on us.
hehhehheh..i kinda copied the 'zhi gang qin' compre lao shi went thru with us.
i wrote that i had always wanted to learn the piano, but was too poor to afford it.
bla bla bla..
then i wrote that my mother landed up in the hospital cause she was robbed when she went to the bank to draw out her hard-earned money to buy the piano i had always wanted...
then i was touched and lalala~
i just hope that the teacher marking my paper have never read that story before! >_<

paper 2 was quite okay.
its much much muuuuch easier than our mid year paper.

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i think i'm still going to retake the paper.
i want to score better for my MT(:

2009-05-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

some of my aunties and my cousin came over for dinner just now.

my father cooked curry fish head.

aunt cecelia bought me a early b'day cake(:

too bad my mum wasn't around. :(

from bakerzin. (:

thanks(:

2009-05-31T17:18:00.004+08:00

hais.
why can't the world be a simpler place?
where people can do whatever they want..whenever they want..
without the worries of money, death, and all the ugly human behaviours..

i wonder why god or whoever the person who created humans give us so much power and intelligence,etc, only to be hindered by our own feelings like greed.
greed gives birth to so many more ugly feelings like jealousy, hate, desire, etc.
and these in turn cause humans to betray, backstab, abandon, etc...

ya, i know i'm crapping.
its just that if i had a choice, i'd rather live in lala land.
where everybody lives together peacefully, with no hidden motives, no fake feelings..
but with pure, innocent, childish feelings..
where people make freinds just because.

2009-05-25T19:14:00.001+08:00

just a random picture.
the cloud reminded me of a fairytale.

2009-05-25T17:56:00.011+08:00

(:
had a sleepover at my aunty's house at AMK last sat.
after having the family dinner,my cousin, brother and i went shopping for some ingredients for the food we were going to cook the next day.
headed back to my auntie C's house after that.

after settling down, we watched DVDs till about 2.
i wanted to watch more but i my eyes were already half close.
don't mess with the zohan was kinda perv.
it'll ruin your mind...
don't evvveeer watch it.
i'm serious, it'll fill ur head with all the funniest and weirdest things. >.>

the nxt morning, we went for a second round of shopping. god, we must have went to Ntuc at least 4 or 5 times during our stay.
anyway, we started preparing the dishes at around 11+
as expected, my brother gave up and left the kitchen after 10 mins. bleh.
he only helped when he felt like it. lazy bum. i curse u then u know.
-fail home econ fail home econ fail home econ fail home econ-
it was so warm that my shirt was kinda wet by the time i finished cooking. eew.

anyway, here are some of the food we cooked:

honey-glazed sweet potato. abit chaota but it was yummy(:

Sukiyaki?

sushi!(:

clam calder made by my aunt(:

there were still prawns in bread crumbs and salmon made by my aunt.(:
and onigiri! xD
we finished at ard 1.30
after going to Ntuc {again!} to buy some yogurt drinks, went back..
and baked.

you know the orange sugar used for putu mayam?
my aunt actually mistook that for brown sugar. haha.

soo...my dough ended up like this:

and my biscuit ended up like this:

the colour atually's quite cute right?
maybe i should try pink cookies next time.
would anyone care to try? :)

2009-05-20T21:29:00.005+08:00

i'm feeling kinda depressed now. everywhere i go, there's people with musial backgrounds.
piano, violin, cello..
im so envious, especially when i hear people playing the piano during school.
i would give anything to play like them.

2009-05-18T16:59:00.004+08:00

aaarrrgggghhhhhhhh.

i'm feeling kinda indecisive now..
i'm really interested in psychology but i just can't imagine myself practising it.
i just don't know if i have what it takes to console people and to help them enough.

and now there's Shatec..
it seems really intresting.
i've recently taken a liking to cooking and baking and i don't think this new passion will fade away or something. i think.

anyway, about Shatec..
they will start from scratch, so i don't have to worry too much..
the only thing is that the people there seem soooo serious!
its kinda intimidating in a way.
everybody's so serious and i imagine that they don't consider failure as a option.
and it's not cheap either. >_<

2009-05-15T17:07:00.003+08:00

hais.
my results aren't very good.
in fact, they're horrendous.
i can't believe i failed 3 subjects!

total perentage: 55.2 % ))):

i so disappointed with my english la.
i want Mr Lee to teach us! ):

to do list:
- sort all my notes and wkshts.
- study. T.T
- get that lazy ericia to study with me. (:
- jog!
- practise on my keyboard.

2 more weeks to chi?
or was it 3?
ahhhhh.
i think i'm gonna fail.
dieee.
someone help! ~_~

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anyway. went to tampines 1 with shi ming, eileen and ericia after the afternoon chi programme.
went to subway to eat.
talked.
finished, then went to the urban shop thingy.
the things there are oh so pretty and oh so ex.
how i wish i was rich.
then i could so so many things.
hais.